Our Story

SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators, And Facilitants
(L to R): Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Solais, Gabriel Solais, and Raianna Shai

The universe of You resides within
Within the words that make their way 
swallows in springtime warmth
Searching for a soft and gentle nest 
For a long awaited
Within the sweet and bitter tear
That leaves our
crystal eyes
From the ache of what we thought we held so dear
Within the
beating heart of our pulsing passion
Racing toward ecstasy
While we
heal the wounds that kept us hiding
So we could rise again in greater fashion 
Within the
infinite possibilities of our minds imagination
worlds marked by beauty and of epic mystery
To ones that saw us soaring in the play of our own doing
There is no greater
power than the one we have forgotten to see
You are the most stunning reflection 
Of the
Love you chose to Be

- Gabriel Heartman

If you are reading these words... and drawn to this website, you probably already experience most of your reality from a fourth dimensional or higher consciousness state or are in transition to being this or awakening to this reality. Dimensions are a vibrational frequency and what we have known as earth life has been mostly in the third dimension, denser frequency for a long time now as a species. In very brief summary, third dimensional frequencies are of separation, isolation, competition, sense of survival and lack (scarcity), five sense reality processing (only what the body and mind can see is ‘real’), logic dominating, attachment to religious and other belief systems, focus on differences, etc. Fourth dimensional consciousness offers more sense of Oneness, community, communion, beyond five sense reality experiences, soul remembrances, heart-based relationships, sense of abundance and gratitude, intuition leading, and openness to all while awakening your inner soul and heart wisdom. Fifth dimensional consciousness is an experience of telepathic communication, inhabitation of our light bodies rather than our carbon-based bodies, multi-dimensional overlapping, no linear time or space, Oneness sense of 'one mind' yet individual soul sparks too transacting in conscious relationship, etc.

It feels to us like Gaia (as a consciousness in planetary form) is moving out of the third and into the lower fourth, which is shaking out many of the shadow playouts, government and financial corruption, mass protests, etc. This seems to be the ‘event’ of December, 2012 in which it was the end of the world in the sense of the 3D consciousness that had held such dominance over Gaia began to shift. Many Star BEings and Ethereal beings are supporting this shift as they have long yearned for Gaia and her human inhabitants to shake off the suppressive and limiting consciousness of 3D to remember our essence as sacred humanity through more inhabitation of our 5D and beyond consciousness as Divine selves or light beings. 

We felt this shift as a community and moved from the Vancouver, Canada area to live on a remote, off-grid ranch in rural Mexico in November, 2014. Our main motivation for doing this was a feeling of industrial collapse coming, which in the 3D realm is a real possibility although we now feel that collective disclosure of free energy technologies (esp.) along with the collapse of fear-based forces currently in power in 3D government, etc. could although for a much smoother transition. While on the ranch, we immersed ourselves in off-grid living, learning how to life sustainably and self sufficiently, growing and harvesting from our organic gardens, connecting deeply with our natural surroundings, and experiencing many profound soul awakenings (as Jelelle shares about in her book, Keep Waking Up!)


Eventually, in June 2016, we moved about three hours south to the resort town of Puerto Vallarta as we felt it was important to be around people, be able to connect and serve online, and our money earning is tied to online work as well. In July, 2017 Jelelle's and Gabriel's daughter, Raianna, moved to Puerto Vallarta to be part of the community and serve as SoulFullHeart social media maven and dog nannie. We still own a piece of land at the ranch and if needed can move there as a sustainable sanctuary. We have a vision/higher timeline sense for SoulFullHeart centers in locations around the world, connected to synchronities and soul resonance. We are now planning to relocate as a community to the Glastonbury area, UK., in 2018 in order to offer more in person services such as sessions, talks, and retreats/seminars. 

Raphael and Jelelle Awen have been married since March, 2009 and met in an emotional and spiritual enlightenment group based in Ashland, Oregon in 2005. They have been offering space holding, facilitation, and teaching since 2010. They have both been on spiritual and emotional consciousness awakening, healing, and ascension journeys for over ten years. They co-created and began offering SoulFullHeart sessions to individuals, couples, and groups in February, 2012. Gabriel Solais, who is the ex-husband of Jelelle, was one of their first facilitants and eventually moved to Mexico with them, becoming a Facilitator of the process. Kalayna Solais was also one of the first facilitants, made the journey to Mexico, and is also a SoulFullheart Facilitator working with women around 30 years old. 

SoulFullHeart is a consciousness, an energy, that allows for a higher dimensional experience of life in which tones of Infinite Love become more and more your daily experience. Beyond the elements that are unique to the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, some of the influences that inspired the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life include the following: Subpersonality (parts) work and the Voice Dialogue method; the paradigm of Theohumanity and Emotional Body Enlightenment (EBE); Jungian Depth and Transpersonal Psychology; the religions of Celtic-Pagan, Christianity, Buddhism, and Hinduism; Reiki and Avraprana energy healing methods; Shamanism and Native spiritualities; the teachings of Avalon, Atlantis, and Lemuria; the ascension paradigm, along with writings and teachings of various present day spiritual teachers.

Embracing the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life process offers profound and life altering experience of your heart and soul consciousness through relationship with aspects or parts of yourself, others within community, the Divine (in both dualistic and nondualistic forms), the nature of reality, the environment/nature/animals, and your physical body. Consciousness in each of these areas is awakened through radical paradigm shifts, catalytic space holding with SoulFullHeart Facilitators during sessions, and through methodologies that can be used for the rest of your life and in serving others. 

The SoulFullHeart definition of ‘awakening’ is to lift the veil of the primary persona self or 3D Self beyond what the body and mind can comprehend and what the prevailing mainstream culture has conditioned us to feel in order to inhabit more and more our higher or Divine self. It is this ‘waking up’ and ascending to higher dimensions of consciousness by embracing, feeling, and integrating all aspects of ourselves that opens us up to our essence as Infinite Love in human expression. The process of waking up happens as we separate from our more defended and dense expressions to more heart-based and soul integrated expressions. As this happens, we experience both individuation and a growing sense of union with ourselves, others, and the Divine - an ever deepening state which we call soulfullheartenment.

Everything that we offer through the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life is held with a ‘near as I can tell’ energy.....…meaning we are in the exploration and question rather than in any kind of ‘absolute truth’ stance. Some of the aspects of SoulFullHeart we have had much deeper experience with and feel quite passionate about while other areas are new for us in which we are leading with beginners’ minds. This makes for a collaborative learning environment where each person is invited to bring their unique personality and perspective to it. We are very open to this mutual alchemy and the ways it will change and improve what we offering through SoulFullHeart. Above all, SoulFullHeart Way Of Life is a consciousness-expanding community (both in person and online) where individual sovereignty is deeply respected, authentic communication is valued, and growth gained here can be utilized for the rest of your life.

SoulFullHeart invites you into the deepest terrain of your being...from your roots to your wings, from your childhood to past life incarnations, and offers transformational change at the most fundamental levels. Beyond a self improvement program, therapy, and most spiritual practices, SoulFullHeart offers negotiation with the parts of you who are in the most resistance and protection, which allows for deep layers of transformation, awakening., ascending, and remembering that which you really ARE as Infinite Love.

Much love and blessings,

Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Heartman, Kalayna Colibri, and Raianna Shai

Following Your Dreams And Divine Guidance: Our Story

By Jelelle Awen

July 15, 2017

July 15th……this day is special to me because it was a year ago on THIS day that Raphael and I moved from the remote, off-grid ranch we were living at into the city here, Puerto Vallarta, to join Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna who had already left and here working. A year ago this day, Raphael and I were crossing a pretty high river with the three dogs (one of them, Canela, tucked into an Ikea bag!), with all of our belongings stuffed into our van. I remember it so well because it was a huge movement out of our comfort zone…not knowing how it would be to live in town again after 18 months living so remotely (and the move to the ranch from Canada had also been a major thrust out of our comfort zones!!!!). Not knowing how it would be live all four of us together (we had to share a two bedroom apartment for a month or more)…we had $40 on us as we drove the two hours into town with some sense of income coming in from Gabriel and Kalayna teaching English online (which was the main reason we moved back into town), but no real idea how we would be able to afford to live here.

I had received a ‘PING’ from the Divine about six weeks earlier that it was time to leave the ranch. We just couldn’t reach and draw the community that we wanted to living there. We couldn’t serve love the way that we wanted to without steady internet access. I had spent 18 months planting seeds in my organic gardens and I wanted to start serving others again to plant THEIR own seeds to bloom and grow. I had written two books during our time on the ranch, went six weeks once without leaving it or going online….I became ONE with nature in a way that I had never before and had many awakening experiences there (which I share about in my book, Keep Waking Up!

Parts of me had been humbled by the bugs, by the heat, by the simple house we lived in, by the rural Mexican locals who were so grateful for anything, by the rumbles and unpredictability of nature. We had experienced a swarm of flying termites (SO intense!), massive thunderstorms, scorpion bites, dog and personal injuries, and dramas with others living at the ranch too. We lived on $150 a month at one point and ate about 40% of our food from fruit trees and what we could grow in our gardens. We built a small hut out of clay, mud, straw, and sand, enjoying nearly every moment of it and amazed at what our own labor and VERY little money could create! This experience humbled me AND inspired me and gave me much renewed clarity and purified desire around my soul purpose here…… which wasn’t actually to be a gardner (although I sure was open to that one and parts of me would have preferred it!)

I kept seeing myself leading a group of women even though I HAD no women in my life for a certain phase there. I kept writing even though no one was reading it. I kept SEEING people living with us even though no one else seemed to be interested in doing that. And, I kept healing and working with my own parts even though I wasn’t serving anyone else in working with theirs.

It is amazing to feel that it was ONLY a year ago that we moved here to Puerto Vallarta, started going online, and began sharing our writings and videos and other offerings with the world. A year later, and we have other souls coming here with us living near us in community and others who are coming too for visits and to potentially stay here. We’ve been offering group calls since January with growing numbers of souls showing up for those and taking in what we are offering. I have had many sessions with amazing women since about September when I began drawing them. In this moment, I have six women that I am meeting with regularly and some have an interest to become facilitators in the future. We are offering a five day retreat in November with people actually planning to come  I recently got notice from FB that I have received 38,000 LIKES on my posts that I’ve written during the year! I have shared over 50 writings on Love Has Won, many writings also on in5D.com, many videos on the Higher Self and Receiving Love You Tube channels, some with over 3,000 views on them……AND published a book - Sacred Human, Arising Wonder.

THIS has been a truly amazing year and it SHOWS, I believe, what happens when you follow your heart, guidance, your soul purpose, your reason for BEing here. When you are willing to let go of comfort zones and go into the unknown because you SEE and FEEL what you are meant to offer and you can negotiate with the parts of you that are afraid. It shows, I feel, what love manifests when you are in service of love and how the Universe supports the next and the next….bringing you exactly what it is you most need.

THANK YOU to all of you who have taken in my offerings in the last year…in whatever ways, means, and depths you have. It is an exchange that is VERY meaningful to me and I just see it growing, expanding, and deepening over time. All THIS happened in ONE YEAR…I can’t even IMAGINE what will happen in the next. Well, I can envision some of it, and I def. have some glimpses of the timelines unfolding and they are feeling really GOOD!! Trust your dreams, what your heart most WANTS, what your soul feels that you are HERE to BE and do. Follow all of that and it WILL come into BEing!

SoulFullHeart Co-creators, Teachers, and Authors Raphael and Jelelle Awen share their stories during a live broadcast of the Enlightened Loveheart & Soul Show on May 3rd, 2018. They share about coming together in sacred romance as well as how they moved from 3D money earning, to giving it all up to live on an off-grid ranch to reset their relationship to abundance and gratitude for is truly the most important...the inner journey to self-love and deepening union with each other. They also connect the gifts and wisdoms they gained from challenges in their lives to the parts work process that allowed them to navigate them. This is a beautiful, heart-opening and soul expanding conversation with host Crystalline Diamond Loveheart.

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