SoulFullHeart

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"Ascension invites the stretching upward, the blooming and growing, the awakening and expanding. It is the remembering of what has been forgotten. It is the reclaiming of what has been disowned. It is the loving of what has been judged, both inside and toward others. It is the wanting of MORE from your soul and Higher Self, shifting away from the desire center of your 3D Self who wants comfort and safety and to keep life small and to fit in with others. It is the letting go and mourning and releasing of what no longer serves love and the expression of your Higher Self. It is holding space for all of the reactions that come up in the emotional body in response to this process of letting go."

- Jelelle Awen, From Sacred Human, Arising Wonder

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L to R: Gabriel Heartman, Kalayna Colibri, Raianna Shai, Jelelle and Raphael Awen

Raphael and Jelelle Awen met in a emotional and spiritual healing group that was based in Ashland, Oregon in 2004, which is where they learned about parts/subpersonality connection. They began dating in July 2008 and also left the group together at this time. They were married in March, 2009 after moving to Vancouver, Canada. Raphael and Jelelle began offering space holding and spiritual teaching about parts work, Divine Feminine and Masculine connection starting in 2010. SoulFullHeart was born in 2012 with initial involvement from Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri as facilitants and eventually as facilitators and co-founders. They eventually moved from Canada to Mexico in 2014 as a community, living on a remote, off-grid ranch as they felt a Divine call to live more simply and deconstruct their 3D-based money earning.

 

In 2016, they decided to move into the city of Puerto Vallarta in order to earn money and offer SoulFullHeart more easily online. They have been offering their writings and videos and spaceholding sessions virutally with increasing resonant response and exposure since then. Gabriel and Jelelle's daughter from their former marriage joined the SoulFullHeart community in July, 2017. As of October 2018, Raphael, Jelelle and Raianna are living in Victoria, Canada BC with all of us eventually open to traveling, hosting retreats/groups, and connecting geography to service. You can read more about Raphael Awen here; Jelelle Awen here; Gabriel Heartman here; and Kalayna Colibri here. 

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SoulFullHeart is an emoto-spiritual Ascension healing process that engages with the individual on a 3D, 4D, and 5D level, bringing the potential for healing to a quantum level. Through working with and deeply feeling 3D-based parts/subpersonalities, healing takes place on the physical and emotional body levels, allowing for spirituality and soul gift access to blossom and flourish as well as access to other soul timelines and aspects, including galactic and other high-dimensional beings. The process work is self-led through journaling and meditation journeys and digested and guided in session space with a Facilitator. Sessions are mostly one-on-one with group sessions offered twice a month to supplement and deepen the process and relational intimacy for each individual committed to the process.

 

SoulFullHeart is a consciousness, an energy, that allows for a higher dimensional experience of life in which tones of Infinite Love become more and more your daily experience. Beyond the elements that are unique to the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, some of the influences that inspired the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life include the following: Subpersonality (parts) work and the Voice Dialogue method; the paradigm of Theohumanity and Emotional Body Enlightenment (EBE); Jungian Depth and Transpersonal Psychology; the religions of Celtic-Pagan, Christianity, Buddhism, and Hinduism; Reiki and Avraprana energy healing methods; Shamanism and Native spiritualities; the teachings of Avalon, Atlantis, and Lemuria; the ascension paradigm, along with writings and teachings of various present day spiritual teachers.

Embracing the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life process offers profound and life altering experience of your heart and soul consciousness through relationship with aspects or parts of yourself, others within community, the Divine (in both dualistic and nondualistic forms), the nature of reality, the environment/nature/animals, and your physical body. Consciousness in each of these areas is awakened through radical paradigm shifts, catalytic space holding with SoulFullHeart Facilitators during sessions, and through methodologies that can be used for the rest of your life and in serving others. 

The SoulFullHeart definition of ‘awakening’ is to lift the veil of the primary persona self or 3D Self beyond what the body and mind can comprehend and what the prevailing mainstream culture has conditioned us to feel in order to inhabit more and more our higher or Divine self. It is this ‘waking up’ and ascending to higher dimensions of consciousness by embracing, feeling, and integrating all aspects of ourselves that opens us up to our essence as Infinite Love in human expression. The process of waking up happens as we separate from our more defended and dense expressions to more heart-based and soul integrated expressions. As this happens, we experience both individuation and a growing sense of union with ourselves, others, and the Divine - an ever deepening state which we call soulfullheartenment.

Everything that we offer through the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life is held with a ‘near as I can tell’ energy.....…meaning we are in the exploration and question rather than in any kind of ‘absolute truth’ stance. Some of the aspects of SoulFullHeart we have had much deeper experience with and feel quite passionate about while other areas are new for us in which we are leading with beginners’ minds. This makes for a collaborative learning environment where each person is invited to bring their unique personality and perspective to it. We are very open to this mutual alchemy and the ways it will change and improve what we offering through SoulFullHeart. Above all, SoulFullHeart Way Of Life is a consciousness-expanding community (both in person and online) where individual sovereignty is deeply respected, authentic communication is valued, and growth gained here can be utilized for the rest of your life.

SoulFullHeart invites you into the deepest terrain of your being...from your roots to your wings, from your childhood to past life incarnations, and offers transformational change at the most fundamental levels. Beyond a self improvement program, therapy, and most spiritual practices, SoulFullHeart offers negotiation with the parts of you who are in the most resistance and protection, which allows for deep layers of transformation, awakening., ascending, and remembering that which you really ARE as Infinite Love.

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The journey of awakening and ascension, moving from 3D consciousness to 4D and higher, of integrating the emotional body with your spirituality, is non-linear, spiraling, and ever deepening. In offering a process path through SoulFullHeart, we honor that each soul’s experience is unique while providing a means to navigate the murky grounds of awakening with some ‘heart rails’ offered by our process. 

 

Your SoulFullHeart facilitator is a guide in this journey. We live this process as our way of life, deeply engaged with it, and personally feel the 3D/4D/5D aspects in ourselves that we will be helping you identify and feel too. As facilitators, we cannot do the work for you, yet instead provide guidance, support, and reflections as you go. Your sovereignty and autonomy remain intact as you explore your own inner terrain with the assistance of the tools, methods, intuitions, and heart tones of your facilitator and the SoulFullHeart community to support you.

 

The SoulFullHeart process is the result of fifteen years of personal process work with parts of ourselves, serving others in session space, and witnessing hundreds of souls engage in an emoto-spiritual parts process. Along the way, we’ve been inspired by and engaged deeply with some other modalities, yet the SoulFullHeart process is completely unique in its design and implementation. Raphael and Jelelle have been offering some form of this process through individual, couples, and group sessions since 2010. In designing and creating the current SFH process, we wanted to offer a specific ‘how’; a definitive ways and means to connect with, integrate, and heal the 3D conditioning that we have all received, navigate the often very challenging transitional 4D consciousness states, and embody more 5D consciousness/higher self. One of the truly unique aspects of this process is how it bridges your ‘this life’ experience with your metaphysical, spiritual, soul legacy, altered consciousness states, and other lifetime experiences. The SoulFullHeart process is the lived in and loved in result of our feeling our deepest tears, fears, joys, blisses, AND messes that live inside of our emotional bodies and our Metasoul fields.

Much love and blessings,

Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Heartman, Kalayna Colibri, and Raianna Shai

 

About the

Process

The journey of awakening and ascension, moving from 3D consciousness to 4D and higher, of integrating the emotional body with your spirituality, is non-linear, spiraling, and ever deepening. In offering a process path through SoulFullHeart, we honor that each soul’s experience is unique while providing a means to navigate the murky grounds of awakening with some ‘heart rails’ offered by our standardized process. The process is not meant to create a ‘cookie cutter’ experience as each person (along with their Higher Self coming into their bodies and their guides/aspects merging into their consciousness) is leading their own process. Yet, the SFH process is something that you can ‘lean into’ temporarily as you go into the deep dive healing and awakening exploration of your inner worlds.

 

Your SoulFullHeart facilitator is a guide in this journey. We live this process as our way of life, deeply engaged with it, and personally feel the 3D/4D/5D aspects in ourselves that we will be helping you identify and feel too. We are intimately familiar with the SFH process and how and when to offer you the many resources that we have in our extensive library of writings and videos. As facilitators, we cannot do the work for you, yet instead provide guidance, support, and reflections as you go. Your relationship with your facilitator provides a template for relating with another person where you are leaning into their guidance in moments while also claiming your own sovereignty. The true teacher in your life is YOU and SoulFullHeart facilitates and supports your remembering of this. The SoulFullHeart process is a very individual and personal one in which you are leading the way with your facilitator providing a supportive role to you. Your sovereignty and autonomy remain intact as you explore your own inner terrain with the assistance of the tools, methods, intuitions, and heart tones of your facilitator and the SoulFullHeart community to support you. Read more about facilitators here. 

 

The SoulFullHeart process is the result of fifteen years of personal process work with parts of ourselves, serving others in session space, and witnessing hundreds of souls engage in an emoto-spiritual parts process. Along the way, we’ve been inspired by and engaged deeply with some other modalities, yet the SoulFullHeart process is completely unique in its design and implementation. Raphael and Jelelle have been offering some form of this process through individual, couples, and group sessions since 2010. In designing and creating the current SFH process, we wanted to offer a specific ‘how’; a definitive ways and means to connect with, integrate, and heal the 3D conditioning that we have all received, navigate the often very challenging transitional 4D consciousness states, and embody more 5D consciousness/higher self. One of the truly unique aspects of this process is how it bridges your ‘this life’ experience with your metaphysical, spiritual, soul legacy, altered consciousness states, and other lifetime experiences. The SoulFullHeart process is the lived in and loved in result of our feeling our deepest tears, fears, joys, blisses, AND messes that live inside of our emotional bodies and our Metasoul fields.

 

Let’s turn the world as you have known it upside down for a moment. Let’s offer that instead of one personality, what you know as ‘you’ or ‘I’, running the show of your life, that there are actually many personalities expressing in your life and many others that are off in the shadows. And, instead of seeing this condition as a pathological one, (i.e. the clinical diagnosis of multiple personality or cognitive dissociative disorders), we feel that this is normal life for all of us as we have adjusted to third dimensional (3D) consciousness reality. The clinical disorders/labels associated with having a fragmented existence in which personalities take over or possess consciousness without our awareness is actually an extremely wounded form of our universal subpersonal makeup. What is missing in these extreme forms, as we shall see, is a healthy ‘Aware Ego,’ or ‘5D Self/embodying higher self’ mediating the subpersonal reality.

 

The sense of having more than one personality operating inside of us is one that most of us are actually more conscious of experiencing than you might realize at first. Using the words ‘part of me’ is quite common…as in ‘part of me would like to quit this job and another part of me wouldn’t think of doing that.’ Most people can readily see that who they are at work or in social settings is a different version than who they are when they are alone or with family or mates. We also experience divergent and polarized energies inside of us, especially in times of stress, trauma, or during major life transitions. It can be a bit intense to feel how our moods can shift so dramatically or how we can suddenly just feel ‘not like ourselves’ when we are being highly reactive to a situation. It can feel like we are ‘possessed’ or that ‘something is taking us over’ during these times. It turns out that we are constantly being possessed (so to speak) by different aspects or parts of ourselves or subpersonalities. In the SoulFullHeart process, we have come to discover over time that each of these subpersonal aspects has a distinctive energy, tone, voice, likes and dislikes, environment that it lives in, appearance, life history, name that it goes by, and play out in our lives.

 

How the 3D/4D/5D

Relate to the 

Key Areas of Life

This process is intended as a self-guided location tool to see where you are at by evaluating yourself through two new lenses. One lens is the ‘7 Key Areas Of Life’ as identified by SoulFullHeart (Emotional, Spiritual, Mental, Social, Physical, Financial, and Environmental). The other lens is through third dimensional (3D), fourth dimensional (4D), and fifth dimensional (5D) states of consciousness. Dimensions are not physical or even spiritual ‘places’ that you go to, as much as they represent different consciousness states of awareness and experience of reality (that you can bring you to any place). Different spiritual teachings apply different meanings to the terms ‘dimension’, or ‘density’ and may also see and describe more dimensions or densities beyond the 5th. We feel not to contend for any one correct interpretation, but instead to see this whole discussion as a way to make some very important distinctions.

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